March 2006

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The Art of Blogging

I like reading the posts that tell me how to become more effective of a weblogger.  Perhaps its more keyed to those first getting a blogger or typepad account or loading up wordpress on their webserver.  But there is that first infatuation with it all and the questions come:

  • Question 1: how do I get more public and get people reading my stuff?
  • Question 2: how do I get even more people linking to me and saying great or even not so great things about my blogology?
  • Question 3: how do I know what I know and what I don’t know?
  • Question 4: do I really need to become all authoritative to be a successful blogger?
  • Question 5: why do I really care at all whether someone writes their inner or outer most thoughts down in some chronological order on a daily basis?

I sit there and wonder too.  Is blogging just a fad and people are just gonna wander away after the polish rubs off the apple?  Does it really matter if I have feeds and RSS and atoms and molecules?  What do the majority of people really expect from their blog?  Do they do it to make someone else read a thing of theirs or do they do it so they can merely express themselves, escape, say stupid things?

Does any of this really matter?  Well, question 3 may matter to you if things like understanding knowledge, its paradigms, its dogma matters.  Hell, if you got time to worry about all them things you ain’t working at a startup.  I wonder how many people that work at technology startups blog each and every day?

I wonder if more people leave blogging when they find out that by writing sincere and well published articles that never get read or linked to than those that merely write for some little known reason and in the end they accept blogging as a personal statement.

Sure we have all the nice web this and that things we can go record, track, read, understand all those guys at the front part of the comet.  They already have all the authority though.  So don’t come looking around here for any.

Why not just blog because you want to and not because some person may stop by someday and actually comment?

Sunday evenings are always interesting. My wife works almost every Sunday night so television is often a blur of Power Rangers, Monkeys with super powers, kids that change into space aliens because of a bracelet, and a whole host of other things. Last night we watched a Miyazaki flick on Cartoon Network. If you don’t know the name, you probably know the excellent fantasy and acclaimed spirituality of Spirited Away. When I first heard of Spirited Away, I was up in Seattle doing some consulting work and a few colleagues had mentioned it. I got back and could not see it for awhile but then I got to the theater here in Union City and I was completely taken in by it. Perhaps charmed, shocked, in wonder are better terms.

What does all that have to do with a Sunday night you may ask? Well, besides wanting to have something better than the Powerpuff Girls or this or that, I strive to make the kids watch something good on television instead of the crud. On the Western Channel tonite I got to watch Geronimo: An American Legend. The scenery was breaktaking and reminded me so much of other places. I thought Wes Studi made an excellent choice for the man. His character had that yin and yang in it that make watching the older classic Native American yarns troubling for me. Yahoo says

Two blogs posts in one day! Imagine that :)
Here is the thing I want to communicate. Its short and sweet and its meant for all you men out there primarily. As I blogged before, when you reach the magical age of 50, come down off that idea that you’re indestructible. No fellow men beings… You are not. Decidedly not. Its worth that much to head to the doctor’s and get checked. I lived all these years not knowing or perhaps wondering and it turns out I had High Blood Pressure. Take care of yourselves fellow beings. My daughter told me “daddy take care of yourself; you gotta be with me for a long time”.

I waited longer than I should have and it meant I had to do more and take more. Why even wait to 50. Go make an appointment with a doctor. I was very lucky. My wife being a RN found a doctor for me and we hit it off. I was also lucky that genetically I am not predisposed to high bad cholesterol. Check that out definitely and do the other things around certain organs. In my case I have had to do a few things which were emberassing or at the time made me uncomfortable or less than manly. But you manly men! You can all do this too. I am not a sterling example of fitness. I drink too much, eat too much. But in the end for me, eating what AFT calls bar food has not caught up with me at all. Check out both types of cholesterol. Here’s a place to find out. WebMD offers a lot of other advice. And before you complain…

Yes. It is worth it.

More chaos unfortunately.  Since we are just puny human beings often the things we say and mean and the things we say and don’t mean cause major issues.  I think communication is delicate and its deadly.  Especially if we “assume” that a person is approaching the same pain point we are in the same way, with the same degree of confidence, and with the same degree of understanding.  Without a shared starting point to things, its difficult to reach a satisfactory concluion many times.  Instead we jump all around building even more chaos.

The challenge for me in all this is to try to build bridges and not fences.  Fences don’t work and if you want someone to come to the table prepared to discuss a thng; don’t assume you can whisper over a fence and be heard. 

What I’ve learned of late is that communication definitely is a delicate and deadly act.  I’m glad its Saturday.  Now communication is limited to a few avenues.

Seems no matter how much I set a priority writing a blogpost most every day, I just cannot summon up the wherewithall to get it done.  Many times I’ve considered a post about a thing and I start to write it out in an offline sort of way; but events at work, home, life, kids all conspire against me actually writing something.  I won’t end that sentence with “worthwhile”.  Probably most of the things I write and commit to blogdom could be arguably less than worthwhile.  The blog has become just my way of linking thoughts together and I’ve lost touch with whether people read what I write; although I have gotten some nice and even challenging comments from some posts I did about anthropological topics.  Anthropology is always there for me and most of the things that transpire in my life, I somehow place into a perspective.  When I did archeology, I got used to an idea that months of each year, I would be tromping the deserts, the mountains, foothills, valleys and it would be good.  I would feel good, have friends that mattered, find pursuits that I wanted.  I learned flintknapping thanks to a class I attended plus some rather interesting knappers I had met here and there.  Then I got interested in how prehistoric hearths may have been used in a most unusual fashion. 

At a show on mojave desert prehistory, we were all talking about the act of building a fire.  The interest for me came after more than a few beers when a notable archeologist proclaimed that a fire is an additive and subtractive process both combined.  I looked at the firepit we used and there within the bigger pit were smaller arrangements of pits.  It was a semi-circular type thing where I could just make out those older firepits in the ashes of our current fires.  It got me!

You ever had one of those truly capturing moments where it occurs to you that a simple behavior such as building a fire is linked somehow to events now and then and that people behave in a set way around fires. I really wanted to get back to Edwards AFB and test out my theories and hypotheses with some other archeologists like RWR and Rick.  I really wanted permission from the USAF to dig up hearths and see if by careful recording, I could look at how many fires may have been built, whether hearths were used in the same ways as our cooking and enjoyment fires.  Would I see patterning within them?  Would there be smaller rings of fires that grew and more stones were just added to the outside and gradually over the years the firepit grew in dimension?  Would I find interesting paleobotanical evidence of what was fired there?  Food samples?  Old bone?  It was a defining moment for me in a life of defining moments. Suffice to say, I found hearths to be immensely complex and internally structured and I wrote a paper a few times on my findings on Edwards AFB.

If I would have had a blog then, I would have had this blog fodder for days, weeks, months.  Archeology fuels the inner passion and one can add so many ideas, approaches, and definitions.

Now I’m here and I have new goals and desires and thoughts about how things should be.  I have new friends, a new/old work environment, things I can see I want to do.  But those old days, even with no blog, stay with me.  I remember how those things looked and how excited I felt.  It was worth this blogpost to only remember those feelings and also see the newer ones which are just as challenging.

In another week and a half, I’m off to Boston for the first time to attend Linuxworld there.  I’ve never done that show; but I have been to New York a few times.  Its gonna be interesting because all the shows are. I’ll not build any hearths that people can see; but I’ll remember the sense of discovery of those summers out in the middle of the mighty Mojave.

Here is an interesting phenom for all you that have kids under the magical age of 10. Do you all remember all the things that a kid likes to do and the things you perhaps tag along on and just do for them versus the things you do because you like them too?

I went for 36 holes of mini-golf and then a trip to the Cheese place where the big Rat or Mouse dazzles all the kids. The golf was extremely exciting as there were sand traps, water traps, uneven greens, and animals, toilet seats, and other strangeness. One that caught my eye was the “send the ball through the toilet seat and win a free game”. My daughter just looked at me on that one and muttered something about what a toilet seat was really used for.

Then on to Chucky Cheese’s because its Saturday and my daughter bears the whip and I obey. For 2 hours, I watched desperate 11-year olds running, gambling for tickets, younger kids between laughing hysterically and crying. Then we ate. Pizza, salad, and ice cream for desert. Soon my 2 hours were over and my daughter offered this one: “where are we going next dadden?”

I just sat quietly and she kept on asking. I said finally “home. we are going home”. She said “you are kidding, right?”

Hoo Boy. That’s the last time I play 36 holes. I’m exhausted and that damned Mouse tires me out too.

It seems that our world is increasingly taken up with violence, war, explosions, death.

This is just another wordpress weblog and I am just another wordpress weblog author or poster or owner. This blogpost is about nothing in particular so I don’t have any fancy links in it to other bloggers. If I did I would probably link to someone notable. That way I could raise my AI. That is my authority index. When I raise my AI (no… not artificial intelligence), I gain popularity and others come to read my weblog. That is important to me because I check my blog popularity by visiting any number of linking engines.

I’ve also built a careful repository of blogposts around different “tags” or categories but often my blogposts start out in one area and seem to drift much like the continents did eons ago somewhere else. I actually like blogging about open source stuff. Linux is fascinating and how it does things is too. Linux on the desktop will never make it however. Just because lots of people that I know use it and seem to be okay is no real indicator that it ever will actually go somewhere.

I also blog about anthropology and others have commented it seems like a crazy mix. Well, everything is a crazy mix. Life is a crazy mix of the almost, the pathetic, and the coulda been. Never really doubt how crazy it is and if you think you “own”; well you don’t. Its just the big joke that reality plays on you. But the real joke is there is no reality. You are simply asleep. Dreaming. All of this never happened. There are no pyramid of bloggers that are “authoritarian”.

Turn over, dammit. You’re snoring.

Destiny’s Dreams

Sometimes I sit around on the weekends and engage in a fantasy thing where I place myself into different places and times doing different things. You ever imagined what it would be like to have some completely different job, different life, different reality? Work is a prime candidate for this. No matter how challenging or work environment is, I think its a fact of life that people always imagine or fantasize some change of events, responsibilities, or location.

When I used to do archeology, I used to wonder what it would be like to work in some really hot spot like back in the southwest. A place like Chaco Canyon perhaps. I ended up once working close to there and luckily a few fantasies actually came true for me then. I wanted to work in the Sierra Nevada because I always thought it had this blend of historic and prehistoric use, ecology and environment, and current use.

Now when I blog things, its so easy to find a reference or a link to a place I want to go or a thing I want to do. Way back when, we did this road trip before kids to Oregon. We started up in Portland and drove all the way down to Bandon. Then inland to Bend and Burns. It was a dream road trip of thousands of miles and such a mix of environment and ecologies.

Perhaps when all get older we dream of the destiny items. The ifs and whens of things. The current work thing makes things nicer and I can spend the weekends doing the dreams and not feel so guilty. When I did not work, I always felt more challenged at the basic survival thing. Face it… Looking for a job is a job in itself; but unfortunately that job is bounded by a lot of disaffection and rejection. The mark at being successful is looking beyond that to what a thing could be. Then when you find something, I think the destiny dream comes back and you measure what you got against all those other dreams.

Happy dreaming you all and welcome to the reality of your destiny.

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