August 2005

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There I was at the colo and wondering. Why is VMware GSX so cool. How can it do what it does? What is the grand purpose of life that I seem to not know and what is the underlying reality of things? I never did know those things but once I thought I knew that life had this grand purpose and if I stayed at various places I would find that purpose.

Imagine my shock and dismay when I found out that life really has no purpose. Weblogs, science, facts, tv, cable news, tomorrow, life, yesterday. It all cannot be. But now I am so happy with what I have and not what I coulda had or not had or maybe had.

Reality is good but truth is better. And the truth is I am glad to be where I am and doing what I am. As RWR said, “always know where you are and what you are doing”. Invaluable advice yet again RWR.

Bees Knees

Twice ago, and in a colo I downloaded VMware GSX server and I had the magical key that made it run. The key that costs but the key that allows one to access the mystical valley, the great unknown, the magical virtual machine technology.

Today in our colo, I got VMware GSX 3.2 installed on debian sarge with a recent kernel. A friend on IRC told me that VMWare Workstation is just a demo compared to GSX. This is certainly true. Imagine a tool that lets you power up machines using a web browser, a client tool that launches fully on the client and then attaches to a running GSX image and lets you install, see the desktop, but then even more. Imagine 3 people needing the same image in different places that can all use everything there. A true distributed operating system centrally located in a colo facility.

But VMware GSX on debian sarge is no quick treat. It takes a bit of flumph and zrag to make it work. I almost met with failure and I don’t like failure. Sometimes Linux pisses me off; other times it just works. After I got the zrag figured, it just cooked. I launched my XP Laptop with vmware client software, attached to the running image, did a Ubuntu Linux install.

It was all goodness and I felt like I was in a commercial of sorts. One of my colleagues now wants to “geek out” and se what it does. What it does is just about everything that you need a virtual technology for. In our case, I will build numerous images and make them available to folks over the ‘net. They’ll use client tools and do work on each one. Multiple clients can open the same image and there is no “locking issue”.

So its also running on this 2u rack mount HP Proliant DL 380. The 380 is a hunk of burnin’ Linux love and it runs Linux and Debian really well. Its got 2 Zeon Processors, some mighty fast 10k rpm scsi drives, and a RAID 5 array. Total disk space is 273g when I smash everything into a RAID 5. I use hardware RAID because I just do and that’s the way they came for use.

Its Bees Knees but its farkin’ kewl and it lives up to the need in many ways.

Way back when, back in the service and as a kid I traveled around a lot. Sometimes I would fly but one time I rode the bus from Lancaster, California all the way up to Portland, Oregon to see and stay with a friend over the summer. Frank and I grew up together and it was this chance to go voyage, see sites through a slow pass, and also think. I was probably 16 then so I was gently growing up and seeing things out the rear view window of my own conscioiusness. It was the wild years, the 60’s. People were struck with war and wanted peace. Often, peace was much harder to assume than war to consume. Anyways, that trip was no seminal occurence in my life; but it marked a passage for me. I knew then that I would not be at home much longer. I was stretching boundaries there and I knew something else had to come.

In a few years it would be the service. The Army offered me the escape I wanted and needed. I needed to get away and wanted to taste life in some other lane. I went in the service and traveled by bus again up to Fort Ord, California and I remember that trip along the ocean and first along US Highway 101. Ford Ord is closed now but I remember the bus taking me through the front gate. Then I knew that things were simply different. The bus ride had taken me to another place; but it had also taken me through a vortex. My space and time continuum had floated.

After years in the service abroad in Japan and Asia, I returned and decided to ride the lonely road out to Texas. In my case a long and slow passage through the deserts to El Paso and Fort Bliss. I remember seeing the spread out deserts and plains and thinking I would come back to that place some other time. In 30-some hours I arrived in downtown El Paso and proceeded to drink some beer, celebrate my arrival and walk the city. Next day I reported as required to the arrival station and got assigned.

As I left the service, I flew back to California but my relationship with buses would not end there. Soon I was going to school up in Baksersfield and met my love. We relocated out to New Mexico and as it happened she rode the slow ride out to California for a so-called family emergency. It turned out not to be such an emergency so she rode back and I met her in Gallup, NM.

What prompted all this introspection and reflection was the story here. The bus carries memories for me and I remember other days on that “slow parade”. I remember desert rises and sets, the sun parading itself to my weary eyes, and I remember the arrivals and departures. The silver hound took me to many one-horse stops in Texas and everything must change. Often a completely unrelated event ties together in my mind with so many other things and a cascade of memory follows…

I just did the requisite upgrade to MT 3.2 since it appears it was just released or so. It all seems to be working with a few file copies, a database backup and upgrade. Its different and its nice. So…

Its nicely different!

I had considered going back to WordPress; but MT 3.2 seems very maturish and nice. Nice work 6Apart dudes and dudettes!

This is the overall map courtesy of RandMcNally we are looking at for next year. Part of the nice thing about Rand McNally is you can setup the entire trip, save it, print the maps, etc. I also am beginning to setup the stops we want to make. The interesting areas for us is that first leg out to Carson City and then down into Arizona. There are so many interesting things to see on that leg. I also am computing the driving distances using Rand McNally for the trip since we have kids and its nice to know the “diffs”.

A few of the challenges confronting us are distances and places to stay. Since we want this to be memorable and perhaps its the start of yet more adventures of this kind, we want to have activities and stops which make a difference. We all like to stay in campgrounds like KOA and we have a Thousand Trails membership but there is also need for the kids to have the so-called creature comforts.

The second leg of the trip going out is through Arizona and New Mexico and the places we remember as being so beautiful and unique. The entire drive actually is and there is so much that we are hoping that some days on that part of things will allow us to see many of the places we remember from distant days.

The third part of the journey is the Texas part. We both lived up in the Panhandle and Val went to school in Canyon, Texas at the school that was called WTSU. She got her BSN there. At the same time, I was going out to grad school in Portales, NM. So we know the areas out there pretty well. I also did a bunch of work down in southern New Mexico around Las Cruces in the Guadalupe Forest. So we do the drive down from Amarillo to El Paso and then west along the southern desert route.

As we go east to west its along US Highway 10 and we end up in San Diego for some days of relaxation and fun at the zoos and sea world, etc.

Finally, its back to SF and the bay area. Suffice to say, I am going to provide lots of links and photos and other stuff.

Rpad Trip Planning

We have spent a few vacations last few years traveling in either a rented 25-foot RV or driving down the coast to places like Santa Barbara, the coastline around Hearst Castle, San Diego, DisneyLand, etc. All of these have been wonderful and we’ve enjoyed most of every trip. But the kids are getting older now and there is this vacation we have wanted to do for a long time. If you read my personal pages, you can see that Val and I traveled across the south central plains and out to New Mexico, Arizona, and Texas a lot for school. Those states have wonderful things to do in them and we captured groups of places we wanted desperately to return to in the following years.

Its been like 15 years since we were out on the plains and the southern deserts. Its time we go back. So, we started looking at a road trip that would include several places that we want to get back to. Places like Walnut Canyon, Bandalier, Arches National Monument, Santa Fe, the Guadalupe Mountains, many spots of interest across a wide swatch of the southwest and plains. We’ll end up in Amarillo, Texas and then drive south to El Pase and then on to Las Cruces, NM. All beautiful and holding memories galore.

I’m going to post our route next so people can see what we will be doing. I am really excited since we are going to take on a trip like one we used to do when no kids graced our lives. This trip will take roughly 3 times as long and we will see many states that we have or had love affairs with. New Mexico is truly wonderful and its places, geologies, ecologies, and prehistories are priceless. I’d also like to show Val and the kids the lonelist highway in the US since its a place I drove many times.

Look for followup posts here and some maps from www.randmcnally.com on our route. We are planning this early because we feel its a significant vacation and its one we have wanted to do for awhile. We still have months to get there and lots of planning around stops, places to visit, and equipment we will need.

We all know the mantra. Project Management is like the evil side of doing projects. At one level, the technology consultant can excel at delivery and consulting expertise. The integration guy can bring a focus point to how all the pieces fit together and how a delivery and integration team will fit. But the third axis is always how well the team is managed and what the goals are. At my current job, project management is the goal and the exercise I engage in every day; but its quite wonderful because I feel like I am cutting new terrain in how we utilize existing tools to do the work. I’ve always felt that good and effective management needs attention process and the people. Leave one and the other suffers. The good PM cannot just schedule and do GANTT charts. Its like you cut the life out of the person and replace it with a scheduling application. Even if PM is the evil side, its a side that needs exercising (not exorcising). It needs to be brought up much like an IBM executive told me to a level where the PM is a member of the team and not an afterthought. How does one do this though? Development teams run rampant on tasks, integration consultants may be in different geo’s. I deal with different countries now and I’ve found a few rules work for this:

  • be available. You got to be available and understand the basics around timezones and locations
  • be patient as new team members crystallize. nothing happens the next day and good management takes awhile to get working.
  • dwell on the projects and the implementations thereof. remember the goals and the projects all intersect at some known point in space and time. try to visualize the end goal
  • be patient. Patience is indeed a virtue and sometimes its hard to combine that with the goals. I had to integrate teams of people stretched into other geo’s and nothing happens even in this geo overnight.

All of this points at goals at a high level which forms the way we do things and lower level goals that allow the PM to escape from the evil side and become truly desired. As a Chinese counterpart told me, “Michael we want you on board throughout it all. We need you”. Well… It makes one realize that building effective bridges for management is truly a building exercise. If you blow the bridges apart by asserting something that is unworkable, nothing gets done and if you have responsibility in different geo’s, it all suffers.

If you are looking for a PM to be a panacea, think again. In my current set of tasks and milestones, goals and scheduling, integration with a technical team; I’ve seen a point come up where the PM “could be” a panacea. But it just will not work. It works much better and is more sustainable to allow the PM to become a member of the team and not just the guy that does PERT and GANTT. Think about this when want a project manager on board and ask the magic questions like:

1) what is it that I want this person to do?
2) do I have a set of predispositions or prejudices that may color the work I want done?
3) will this person only manage timelines?

Consider carefully and I’ve been asked for both. Being a scheduling manager is evil and you will not succeed. You have to bridge the schedule, the teams. The process and the people. It ties all of it together. Make your project manager a “gopher” and you will not get a quality approach. There are new requirements that come up with new geo’s. I’ve been involved lately at a management level with teams in China and India. Look at what the requirement is there and what you are asking the manager to manage. Finally, give that person the right tools to succeed. Thanks to my current work environment, I’m given those tools. Project Management is not evil there. Its highly regarded. So instead of being a evil entity, it becomes a sought after need.

We had this discussion the other day at work. There is the “running of linux on the desktop” and for many of us its a reality. I did it for years; used WindowMaker as my windowing manager, ran Eterms, and then ran Mutt for mail. It was Debian unstable for me all the way and then I ran VMware on top for the programs I still needed out there. At Linuxcare, I singled the needs of the non-dog food down to a few things and perhaps its the same now. I needed a true blue visualization/flowcharting program and nothing works like Visio for that. I think Linux would naturally excel at doing that kind of work but all we have is Dia. Next there was no Microsoft Project for Linux. Now there are a few and the one I have used in the past is Project Desktop. The main issue I have with Project Desktop is its wacky licensing scheme. I’ve never felt bad about paying for software but that brings me to the real topic and subject here. It used to be there were just a few of each thing or maybe just one for things like web, mail, online chatting/IM. Now we this fabulous choice in things. If you cannot run Linux, why limit yourself to the so-called proprietary mail and web applications? If you run Windows, you should definitely try Firefox and Thunderbird. Biut why stop there. Go for the IM gold and check out Gaim. Then you can move on to a office suite that can set you free like the OpenOffice stuff. But I have a gating factor with OpenOffice. While I can use OO for the major things, if the document started with Word, it pretty much stays there because most of the usual embedded stuff therein. But it works the other way too. If I can start a thing in OpenOffice, I can usually control whether it stays there. Once the document crosses some boundaries for me though like embedded visio diagrams, things tend to change.

The main thing here is one can utilize a set of tools and extend the use of the core. One of the geeky and nerdy things is to find a great command shell and use it because the default windows cmd.exe sucks rocks. Enter Cygwin. It can do a bunch of great stuff, but it presents a basic command shell view of the local file system with tab completes, etc.

Give all the tools a change and you’ll find places where open source can make a difference. LIke in schools. Schools are challenged at many levels but the cost of things is probably predominant. Technology costs. But one can make a choice whether to pay for the software and implementation or just the implementation. We showed OO to a school principle once and he was sold. Mozilla became his browser and the mail client his school’s mail client. It all fits together and extends a default XP experience to new areas.

Drink a beer, download some free stuff. Give it a try. You may never go back.

I try to keep up with friends that write blogs still and one is Ian over here. I’ve done a bit of moving here and there in the past; granted not back to a country I lived in. But I have moved back to a state I left for almost 6 years. When my wife and I left Southern California, it was with the intent of not returning until I finished an MA in Anthropology and she got her degree in Nursing. Both things happened and I got offered a job earlier so headed out before she could leave. Culture and geography shock definitely happened in relocating from California to eastern new mexico. Out in NM, there is a decided “manana” atmosphere about getting things done. If you cannot get something (well, like electricity hooked up) today, it’ll just wait until manana. This at 2pm one day from the electrical power company.

There were other interesting meeting points and people tended to move at such a slower pace that merely getting used to life in the non-fast lane was challenging in and of itself. Doing graduate school there clearly challenged my goals and belief systems around actually getting a thing or two done. But then we “sunk in”. Soon we were driving down country roads and waving at people going the opposite way. Initially, my wife thought everyone was crazy because they all waved at us. She would say,

who the hell was that? you know them? Are they phreaks or something?

Well, no, my dear. They were just being… uhm… New Mexicans and friendly. But we sunk in. Soon manana for things was good enough. We, in effect, slowed down. Then we moved after some years back to California. Everyone driving at 65 mph in life and cars. I felt distanced and shocked because people did not wave and when you did they looked at you like you were the phreaks. What was better and what was worse? I still wonder.

But the main message Ian, is nothing remains static. It all changes and memories seem to get locked down to some point of goodness. But you will find the balance, so hang in there. It all requires some “sinking in” and you’ll soon feel that the things that feel so uncomfortable and alien really are just the way things changed there. Smoking of course, with kids, hopefully will change there too. That’s one thing that I have grown to love about SF. Now we can go out for drinks, food, and stay awhile without the smoke. In NM and Texas it was crazed.

I like reading over what we believe should be taught in school and for years I’ve felt a vested interest first as an active anthropologist and archeologist and later in my official armchair capacity. Mr. Frist wants us to believe that there can be even time between the two and I think so too. My view of religion though is that through our humen and cultural evolution, we have always been faced with the unknown, unexplainable, and unreachable/unfathomable. Be it weather, geology or seismology, warfare, death, life. Its easier to explain it and perhaps there is an element of social control and institutional management to invest power in a being that either watches over us from on high or participates by being in the elements, animals, geology. Either way, we can relax and perhaps the greatest thing; be forgiven. We need that to feel that as we do our quite human errors that a being exists that can remove that guilt, leave us with sorrow and fear; but also show us another path to get where we need to be. We can move on and up. Its a great spiritual relief to believe in something greater than ourselves. I think some folks need that relief to the exclusion of actually taking responsibility for their actions.

Meanwhile evolution charges on either slowly and surely making changes or abruptly making changes based on more pressing needs. Humans are confronted with this much like we have for the eons. Other animals were confronted with the same. Some stayed and some left. Other evolved to new things. Our earth is an ancient force that has survived not for thousands but billiions of years. Religion plays an important role but often we sublimate our “intelligent design” to someone else’s intelligence and we remove will and desire and individualism in a heroic effort to explain all that mystery I discussed up above here.

What I think needs to happen is that our children need to be schooled to make intelligent choices and not have it one way or the other. As even an armchair anthropologist I know what happened and how; but belief is a rich tradition and having faith means we can build beautiful edifices to that belief. Or we can remove all individual will and let any action be explainable but not accepted. Lets not let either evolution or design be the only kid in class. There is an intelligent design and an ultimate simplicity in evolution; just as there is an evolution in intelligent design. When we ignore one we muddy the waters and I think we move to an opposite pole on our science, religion, and belief systems.

And that’s not cool and its not functional.

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